.even more in love with me u’ll fall.


doing or being?
April 30, 2008, 2:30 pm
Filed under: Uncategorized

this is a super messy post bcos i aint got time to organize my thoughts. having lesson right now.. cant concentrate ._. i was bitching for the entire day yesterday. bitched to many ppl sia. i still was 2 hours ago. hah. lunched at canteen 4. super long Q sia. spoilt my appetite. now doing some stupid group-the-sentences exercise. had a blue shirt fetish yesterday. today’s black! oh yest farah & i waited for THREE 61s & boarded the 4th one with a 5th one right behind =.=

got back several assignments yesteday. as in prev sem’s assg. they were all Bs & Cs which explains my eww grades. it is so gonna get better this sem. yesssssssss.



i didnt get it from my mama =/
April 29, 2008, 12:07 am
Filed under: attachment/work, schooldays

yes attachment. kinda looking forward to it. plus side is that they really entertain u w/o having to try. negative side is that i always get a hard time managing them. suck at that man. very very worried for lesson plan but well, still early for that. mayb not. just 2 more wks!

everything went well. my mentor’s very sociable! i like~ was attached to the nursery kids today. they’ll vie for attention as usual. super overwhelmed. they’re always like that with new teachers anw! there’s this siblings.. both are rather tanned & good looking i fell in love with the boy! heh but no im not a paedophile!

what else happened. hmm. oh yes i got ignored several times. im like so used to it lar. i guess dey dont understand wat im trying to say but i dun understand them at times too. haha. & i got molested by a boy ): to cut things short, a day spent in childcare is super happening one lah trust me!

I DONT WANT TO TIO HFMD PLS.



the many ‘what-if’s will never match up to reality.
April 28, 2008, 6:52 am
Filed under: insects

still cant access mel ): stupid lizard hiding behind this see through door. scrambled up as i walked past & scared the shit outta me! im wide awake now. Lol. ive got this super disgusting pimple that loves me too much to go away. it jus keeps feeding on my oil & gets bigger & bigger.. eeeeeeeeeeeee!



left behind.
April 27, 2008, 10:40 pm
Filed under: Uncategorized

being a good girl, i spent my entire day at home with the whole afternoon chionging assignments! yea i managed to clear them all but to my dismay.. i cant access mel! i wna submit my work sia. waliew.

& so, tmr will be my first day of attachment for this sem. it wouldnt be relaxing as before! damn. now i gotta portray a teacher image to prevent screwing up when i conduct lessons in future. im scared, like who isn’t!well, whatever it is, do look forward to an entry filled with innocence (:



mystery or misery?
April 27, 2008, 2:35 am
Filed under: insects

it was a friday, was crossing a road in NP at my usual pace after lessons, chatting with friends as we moved along to the busy hustle of cars. this time however, i kept brushing my arms frantically due to an unknown cause of itchiness. seconds later, i felt it on my upper thigh. & guess what, i found a spider on my leg!! =.= bet it was spinning webs on me. yuck! had friends on my left & right & my front. of all people, why me?! how unfortunate~

okay im gonna get back to my para on child sex trade.