.even more in love with me u’ll fall.


happy lunar new year!
January 25, 2009, 10:37 pm
Filed under: Uncategorized

I’m so stupid you know. For the entire past weeks, I spent my days rushing assignments. Now, I hardly have new stuff for cny. No new bottoms, no new shoes, no new accessories. Sigh. Who do I have to blame but myself! Then today, I spent my time blogshopping, but I’ll only receive them after CNY. Why am I so stupid. Haha. Omg. Okay, but well, at least I got myself some stuff. Haha (:

It’s like, cny eve already! Just an hour half to CNY. Where’s the excitement yo? I’m still spending my day today figuring out Adobe Flash & I’ve yet to figure it out yet.. Just the beginning & I got stuck =.= & I’m glad I completed my pec drawings. Just hope someone doesn’t criticize la huh.

Happy 5th month CJM! <3 I hope the arrival of CNY will ease our tiffs (:

I want to collect lots of angbao & go on a shopping spree after exams!!!! woots!



disoriented
January 22, 2009, 7:03 pm
Filed under: Uncategorized

It seems that I have been finding faults with people lately. Is it because it is really them, or is it just me? I don’t know. You tell me.

I am really frustrated. I go to school, I feel irritated & troubled. When I’m home, I coop myself in the room to do assignments. Before going to sleep, I talk on the phone. But it’s not really that much of a good talk because both of us are already so sleepy. I don’t know why both of us get angry over the slightest things. Going to sleep is the only time I truly feel happy.

Then I wake up, and the same routine starts all over again. Isn’t this truly a bad year, a bad start?

I am so pek cek with life. I just want year 2 to end and year 3 to never come.

:(



procrastinating
January 19, 2009, 9:26 pm
Filed under: attachment/work

I’m currently using Windows Live Writer to blog. It’s kind of cool actually! Very convenient and hey, it doesn’t slow down my already-very-slow-laptop!

Haha. Okay. Went for attachment today & my oh my, what a horrible day today! First, I bent down to throw rubbish, and when I wanted to stand straight, I knocked my head against a sharp edge of a cupboard affixed on the wall, which was around my height. (I’m not that short afterall.)

Okay then secondly, heard some horrifying news & I still find it hard to believe. Then thirdly, I poked two different kids in their eye today :( I didn’t mean it.. I was just trying to touch their shoulder to get them to stop jumping/running. I didn’t learn my lesson from the first boy bcos I poked him while he was jumping. Then he stayed still & kept rubbing his eye. I was so scared. After awhile he was fine, so thank God. Haha. Then hours later, the same thing happened.. I didn’t learn my lesson. Yeah which was then I poked the 2nd boy and they had the same reaction. So guilty.

Well, I skipped school today. Not that I wanted to. Okay yes I wanted to. Lol. I was so tired. Then just when I made up my mind not to go, I had diarrhoea for the second time. Yeah that just totally re-affirmed my decision.

Okay I’ve to really do my 6 pages of field practicum(attachment) reflection already. Goodbye.

ps: I miss my bestie truckloads. we need to go on some shopping therapy yo!



reach out and touch me
January 18, 2009, 10:26 pm
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went out with baby yesterday. went to some hawker centre for dinner. he went to buy food for me so i sat there waiting. he came back frustrated because i didn’t answer the call =/ so he told me there was no more rice so i said i’ll have noodles. then he went back. he came back with my food & he went to buy his food. i waited.. and waited.. i got so bored. then i saw someone familiar walking towards me but i couldn’t verify it cos a guy was blocking the view. i just kept staring until i saw……… MONA! hahaha her expression was so funny. she seemed so shocked her face was like :O hahaha. chatted for awhile before she left with her bro to scout for food. the thing about hawker centres is that their stuff get sold out so early! so sian onexzx.

okay so that was my side of the story. & this is mona’s!

initially, i had no plans to blog today.

but chose to blog cos of stephanie!

since i slept through my morning, my day began only in the afternoon. & i begun on my other assignment that are due next week. =]

went out with family (except sis) for dinner at a hawker centre at margaret drive. walked around with karthik to decide on what to eat. i was in my own world i guess. cos i wasnt really observant to the people around me till i came to this juncture where i sensed someone looking at me. & realised that it was steph! hahaha! omg!! it was really funny. she had been looking at me for sometime. never did i except to see her there! she was there with her boyfriend for dinner, but was alone when we me. we were laughing away as we spoke. after i left her, i kept thinking of that incident. not that i was blurr to realise it was her till so close, but it seemed like i was just not aware of the people around me. (fgd, i think i’m influenced to walk with my ‘eye closed’ too =X) haha! walked the second round, & she was alone again. karthik was like so cute when he asked me to accompany her (thinking she came alone & seemed lonely). lol. he asked if she was my laughing partner in school? cos we were laughing most of the time when we spoke. (steph, are you?) haha.



sometimes i wish we could just pretend
January 16, 2009, 11:04 pm
Filed under: daiko, friends, schooldays

TGIF!!!

Daiko trg was cancelled just when I wanted to leave class! Haha so i took my time to wear my sneakers. I take a really long time to wear them, my friends know it best. Haha they got so impatient today. I wore Liting’s slippers to the washroom & they all laughed at the sight. I told Fer it’s the latest trend now! Hahah.

Oh speaking of her, I had wanted to blog about this few days ago. Nowadays we’re kinda crazy with facebook.. so I got Fer & Jess to join as well. But Fer said, “Put your face on the book for what!” Hahaha i burst out laughing when I heard that. What a reply!

Hmmm, ITA lesson has always been fun. Just cleared Adobe Photoshop test on Tuesday. We were really hard up for time but well, time waits for no one. I managed to finish it on time anyway! & on Wed, we learnt Flash, but we were just playing around with it. So we were supposed to design our own apples & faces! These are my masterpieces:

apple

My cute wormy apple!

face

The (Hitler + Shin Chan) face!

Then on wednesday during pec lecture, we watched a 1 hr video on autism, titled ‘Come Back Jack’. It was really enriching & heartwarming. And now, most of us has got the song stuck in our minds. Hahah. & today, we watched another video on autism, showing how a child with autism managed to start talking through the help of a dog. It’s amazing how life works.

I’ve got another song stuck on my mind. It’s called 5 little speckled frogs! Do approach me to sing for you if you want to hear!

Oh, so back to today, chatted with some other daiko peeps for awhile before leaving for dinner with Seelin. It’s always nice catching up with her! But.. she’s leaving for china soon :( I so am going to miss her! 1 less chatty partner :(